[Luke snuffles self-consciously, letting Guy fall into the old routine of buttoning his jacket for him. Even now, he has that habit of just running around with all of the buttons undone, or done up crookedly. He has more important things to do. Usually.

He squeezes his eyes shut as Guy wipes his face. He's all shades of embarrassed and it makes him duck his head a little.]

Y-yeah.

[He bites his lip briefly.] It's just... I was able to deal with it when no one knew. But now... No, maybe I didn't deal with it after all.

[He pushed himself so hard.]

I can't run from it. That's why I just kind of... lost it.